My two angels

My sweet Gavin and Ian. Gavin is Baby A, the more mellow of the two babies, he was the sleepy guy always stuck on the bottom with his brother bouncing on top of him. You can actually see his brother on top of him.

Gavin

Ian is Baby B, the lively guy who never stopped flipping around and moving.

I know that I will see you both face to face someday. I long for the day when I can hold both of you. The loss I feel is indescribable, and I will always have an empty space in my heart that holds you boys forever! I love you, and am so sad that I did not have an opportunity to watch you grow up. I will get to hold you someday, and that provides me with comfort! I don't know why God chose to take you home, after creating you and knitting you both together in my womb. I must believe although it is so very hard that it was part of His divine plan.

I love you my sweet babies, and I am so so sorry we lost the fight to such a terrible disease.